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Hello followers and strangers !
It's been a while seen I've been here
or even visited for that matter.
This whole time I've been gone
its been:
Over worked!
Over stressed!
Over messed!
Over... bleh!!

There might have been a point
where I even pulled my hair over it all!
Do I sound a bit crazy?

No matter! I am now back!
I have kept myself alive with photography,
and sometimes, with those picture, I used them
to draw for practiced or to draw over them
and "modify" them, or just plain get an idea on them!
Ideas can come from anywhere, can they?

Well, all in all, I'm happy to me back in Deviantart!
and remember the wonderful times spend working hard for it!



~~Look Forward To My
   Weekly Submits/Updates
On My Work or Achivements! ;) ~~
  • Listening to: ColdPlay and The Cranberries
  • Reading: City of Bones
  • Drinking: Water
Its weird, i have all these drawing that i wanna submit yet i feel like their not done yet, why is that?
its like it needs something more to it before i submit it :/ hmmm
  • Listening to: my playlist.
  • Reading: half way throught a book called endless summer
  • Watching: HOUSE and a movie that must not be named :)
  • Playing: nothing right now
  • Eating: air.. for now
  • Drinking: ice tea
oh me god!!!
i got so many ideas!!
its gonna be draw draw draw draw draw for me after a whole bunch of shiz i got to do this summer
but i really wanna draw a SHINOBI LIFE fan art!!!
:) they're my fave!
  • Listening to: my playlist.
  • Reading: half way throught a book called endless summer
  • Watching: HOUSE and a movie that must not be named :)
  • Playing: nothing right now
  • Eating: air.. for now
  • Drinking: ice tea
YAY!!! ITS SUMMER!!! LIBERTY, FREEDOM FROM THAT JAIL OF A SCHOOL!! :D

NOW!! ON TO MY CALLING!!

SOOO MANY THINGS THAT HAVE TO BE DONE!! AND THIS IS THE TIME =.=!
  • Listening to: my playlist.
  • Reading: half way throught a book called endless summer
  • Watching: HOUSE and a movie that must not be named :)
  • Playing: nothing right now
  • Eating: air.. for now
  • Drinking: ice tea
omg!!! this is soo frustrating!!! i have no idea what to draw or upload for that matter!!!
sometimes i have the urge to draw but nothing comes to mind!
i hate when that happends!!
and the school work is killing me! its to bad i care about my future XD
anyways sorry i didnt keep my promise (in one of my journal entries - im back!!!)
i will definitely keep it!!! :< even if it kills me!!
probably my friends will help me, push me through it XD

RIIIIIIGHT????

Anyways, anybody have any ideas for a drawing or something? any random comments that may inspire me??
:) let me know!

so long for now!
  • Listening to: my playlist.
  • Reading: half way throught a book called endless summer
  • Watching: HOUSE and a movie that must not be named :)
  • Playing: nothing right now
  • Eating: air.. for now
  • Drinking: ice tea
im back and drawing more and more everyday!! if possible i hope to update every week!! :3

my feelings lately are unusually calm, no love interest yet so far, so just focusing on my studies and drawing and obviously my friends and family :)
omg!! ive noticed that ive been drawing/sketching more and more of clothing, for real people and characters, idk ive been interested in it for a long time but now its more noticeable . Maybe its because of my new new years resolution idea of becoming more girly (meaning that im letting my girly side be more noticeable)

well other than that ive been told by Shaide to be more creative and create characters that are different from my perspective, 'cause most of the things that i draw or capture have a part of me in them, i am also saying this because for the last year or so ive thought of a story and i wanna draw some characters for my story, but before that i would need to think of each ones (different) personalities..... soo yea >.> idk what else to put, but i will also try to write every week or so on my journal.

P.S.  if u see that i havent submitted or updated anything in a week, scold me... not being a masochist or anything, its for the better of man kind and me!!!! D:
WISH ME LUCK
  • Listening to: my playlist.
  • Reading: half way throught a book called endless summer
  • Watching: i was watching house
  • Playing: nothing right now
  • Eating: air.. for now
  • Drinking: ice tea
will i ever find him?
i always look to the beauty in life, flowers, the ocean, and just the moments in life of happiness and love.
Tell me if im wrong, be honest, look at me when nobody would, notice me, make me smile when i dont want to, make me feel perfect...
its always this specific month the i get really pensive, maybe its because of valentines day or the passing year of my birth? i may seem down, but im not, im just extremely pensive, i feel like i just wanna sit under a tree, watch the leaves fall, catch them if i can ^^, u know, i just want to go away to somewhere peaceful :) I guess u could say im yearning for more than happiness. But dont get me wrong, i am happy with my true friends :D but u know there are sometimes where u just have one glance of a happy moment and i just get pensive, oh help me! XD ive gone out of it! ugh! gotta draw!! gotta distract myself!!!! happy valentines day to anybody who reads this ^^!!
  • Listening to: my playlist.
  • Reading: half way throught a book called endless summer
  • Watching: i was watching house
  • Playing: nothing right now
  • Eating: air.. for now
  • Drinking: ice tea
  • Listening to: my playlist...
  • Reading: nothing right now
  • Watching: nothing right now
  • Playing: nothing right now
  • Eating: air.... for now...
  • Drinking: water..
I have many drawings that i've been working on, but i haven'n finished all of them, is there time? or am i just distracted by other things?. Well whats worth is that i have my passing time in my works. Its feels great!... doesnt it?
Man! i have soo many ideas to makes soo many drawings, enyet(i think i wrote that wrong, and if i did, sorry, my bad^.^"), i dont have the time to make those drawings turn into reality or atleast have a part in this existing world....whats left of it....i know i shall write down my ideas soo i do not forget any of them!! that way i just read what i wrote down as an idea and it'll eventually come back to me ... i hope it works >.< Wish me luck!!!! ganbare!!!! >//<
  • Listening to: my playlist...
  • Reading: nothing right now
  • Watching: nothing right now
  • Playing: nothing right now
  • Eating: air.... for now...
  • Drinking: water..
Well its been days since i got this account, and i <3 this place, I've always gone here but never made an account until now and its awesome. X3
Well I'll be working on my sketches and drawings, thnks for all the comments for them (if I get any comments I mean)..... well.... thats it. Oh! But be prepared for future drawings, sketches or photography. ^^ X3
  • Listening to: Anime songs X3
  • Reading: I DONT KNOW
  • Watching: House
This is weird... i feel soo unsual. Maybe its just me, or is it some other reason for this unsual feeling. I shall investigate!!!!
  • Listening to: Jack's Mannequin